Jurzeth-AnimeFreak25

I've been pondering these words for a long while, And it seems that everyday that passes by I can't help but feel jilted but this lifetime. When we were young we had so much to hope for, back when the world was green and filled with possibility. But now as I trudge on I can't help but be cynical to this whole idea of living and dreaming as the norm would see fit. I miss the days when laughter was free and our hearts held no grudge, As we have grown jovial comradely is rare and our once pure hearts grew black with despair. I don't wish to live in the past but how can I live in a future of which I see no good? It's as if the days we used

There's so much I want to say, And this time, I just don't know how to say it. I miss you, But I hate you. I'm so ashamed. But not of what I've done, but by what's been done to me. Pride, it's a tricky thing. Instead of getting the help I so desperately need, I'd rather just hide it all away. I wish that one day you could see past these scars, these mistakes, this shame. I've made my fair share of mistakes, there is no denying that. I've created a monster in you, like Frankenstein created his Monster. There's no one to witness, but you and I. For once in my life, I wish I had put the chemistry set down, stopped crea

Today is the beginning of yesterday, and the moon is made of cheese. Where there are more than enough hugs to go around, and a smile is no stranger here. Destiny is last year's fashion don't, with fate as it's accomplice. Love is the "in" drug, and I am it's addict. Orange is the new black, with streams of red, purple and blue in it's close follow. I'll sit here with bright eyes, waiting. With a cigarette dyed jacket, and a crumpled, booze stained promise: "I'll be back for you.". When caution is thrown to the wind, who else are we to follow?

You used to be beautiful. As the saying goes: "shine like the sun". I could never stand you then. The way you hid behind your brunette curls, cradled yourself into my shoulder. But now.. Now I wish that back more than ever. Wish you could crawl back into my shoulder, Hide between my heart and lungs, Safe from the world around you. Oh my sweet, dear pup, Where did you hide? Come back home to mama, We could take shelter inside. Oh dear little one, Don't run away, We just want to help you, Come back to stay.

Sometimes the deepest hurts lie deep beneath the skin, In places where not even Vicodin or Heroin can help. And sometimes, yeah, sometimes, I just wish it could all just go away. Does anyone on this earth know how painful, or how terrifying it is to be alone in the dark? To be completely enveloped and swallowed up in the deep sense of just being alone? I wish that they made a pill for that, because if they did, I'd take it like a religion. A pill to make you remember, but forget. A pill that made you invincible to the words around you, and weak to the sweet melody of our surrounding Mother Earth. Some call her Goddess, others,

There's only so much superglue and chocolate can do, when you play the "love game". The more you try and "fix it", the finer the cracks get, the harder they are to mend. Trying to play god of your own love life gets harder and harder, Once the past of old loves bury themselves deep within your heart, Tis just another burdening memory you carry. Small girl to woman of the world, Today is the day where dressing-up in mommy's heels is yesterday's news, And not a luxury you can any longer afford. Fantasies of Barbie mixed with Disney Princesses Of the olden days hold back the flow of broken memories. My eyes tear with the wi

Even those with the weakest of stomachs can come together as one and be the strongest of men, While the violence which the eyes do not perceive blankets the truth in which blind eyes hold none accountable for the trees that glimmered with green promises of hope are now reduced to ash in the name of a new world. And the hole that resides in my chest grows deeper and wider than ever before. Tomorrow will shower me with memories of the first time my eyes met yours, The first time I took in your smile, Your laughter. And the tears that I now cry are the raindrops which feed the earth's rivers and streams and oceans. The chasm in my che